Friday, February 26, 2016

19 weeks. We'll soon know the gender!!!

Our precious, littlest baby is 19-weeks and 1 day old today.  In just eleven days we will know whether he/she is a boy or a girl.  Still trying to decide how we'll share the good news with all of you whom we love :)

According to the internet, baby is beginning a rapid-growth phase and his/her sensory development is exploding.  The brain is busy developing its specialized areas for smell, taste, hearing, vision, and touch.  He/she may be able to hear me and Nick's voice now.  Baby weighs about 8 ounces and measures 6 inches from head to bottom - not including the length of the legs.  Getting big, but sounds pretty skinny to me.  Also, the hair on the scalp is beginning to sprout through the skin! 

How AMAZING is all of this?!?!  God's handiwork and intricate, specific weaving-together of our little baby creates thoughts and emotions that are hard to put into words.  

Here's a link to show roughly what the baby looks like now:
http://www.babycenter.com/6_your-pregnancy-19-weeks_1108.bc

When we go for our gender-reveal ultrasound in 11 days, the doctors will also have a good look and measurement of every body part - to make sure everything is developing normally.  I am sobered by the thought that the God who gave us this second little life also holds within His power wether or not that life will be "normal." So many things could be wrong, abnormal, etc.  We have precious, precious friends who, beyond any control of their own, have children with severe disabilities and special needs.  Why, God, why?  Why are some healthy and why are some born into such suffering?

I praise you that we can know that whatever our baby's life will be, it will be in your hands and in your will.  Whatever is revealed in this next ultrasound, we can remain steadfast in praise to you.  You are the God who gives AND the God who takes away.  The God who brings glory to Himself  through health and blessing AND through sickness and suffering.

In the meantime, while we can't wait to see our wonderful, new baby......
Here are some pictures of our wonderful, other baby.  Eating his spinach and tomato omelet in his "big boy chair" (as he says) because he's too strong willed to sit properly in his highchair and mommy was too desperate to avoid another conflict.  They've become pretty frequent these days.



I LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY, JORDAN ANDREW!!!
Dear Lord, please give me and Nick the wisdom and patience to discipline our children and to deter them from selfishness.  And please, please help them to learn that they must bend their wills and obey!  For Jesus' sake in their lives........Amen.


Thursday, February 11, 2016

Jordan helping.....Baby moving.... A good day!


Jordan loves to be present whenever daddy is "fixin' somethin'" or "buildin' somethin.'"  This afternoon, he was under-the-hood buddy.........until something else caught his eye after 10 seconds and he darted off :)  Attention span = teeny tiny!

The baby is 17-weeks today, and I felt him/her moving around for 10-15 seconds this morning.  The two times I've felt that have both been early in the morning.  Wonder if we're gonna have another early-bird, like me and Jordan?!?  Poor Nick - will never get to sleep late again.

Looking forward to a date with my Valentine tomorrow!!!


Thursday, February 4, 2016

There's definitely a baby in there!


Yesterday I felt our baby move - several times! So grrrrreat!!!  
I felt it first early in the morning when I was laying in a position with a lot of pressure on my belly.  There was lots of baby movement in response.  Then, felt it again during choir practice at church.  Maybe the little one was dancing to our music :)

My belly is impossible to ignore now and my normal clothes have almost met their grave.  

Next doctor's appointment is on Feb 16.  Getting awfully anxious to hear a progress report.  It blows my mind that the grace of God outpoured upon undeserving us may potentially give us another thriving, healthy baby just like Jordan has been. What have we done to deserve such goodness?!?!  Nothing, that's for sure.  And then, we know that even before this baby is born, every one of its days are written in the book of the Lord and held in His hands.  Therefore, if God in His sovereignty were to allow any sort of issues or abnormalities, I trust that we would choose to praise and thank Him all the same.

Our fiesty little one, from head to bottom, is now the size of an avocado.  In addition to that, the little legs are a couple of inches long. It's punching and kicking like crazy (LOVELY to feel), and its little heart is pumping 25-quarts of blood each day. Wow.